Been patrolling with Yeow for the past 2 nights, those pools of vomited stuffs vomited by those drunk workers were everywhere under the void decks, yucks!

Anyway, the weather at night was so cooling. The few of us patrolled till late midnight and was not worn out yet hehe. And after patrolling last night, I went to Yeow’s house and took some photos of her and her cats, quite nicely taken! I’ll be bringing the photos for developing probably tomorrow or Thursday when I go back to school : P Had a good laugh last night!

Ohyah, there will be an extra Social studies lesson tomorrow morning…I’m not going. Most of my friends can’t make it and I doubt the lesson will be an interesting one : D so…lazy me!

Erm..now about committing suicide. I chatted with a friend about this… Some may think it’s a stupid act that shows one is avoiding problems, and not solving it. And some think that it’s a brave one…not many dares to do it. What you think?

To me, both make sense. Have you ever thought of how much courage is needed to move just a step away from the top a building or to cut our own veins or even worse, swallowing a pill… I use to wonder why people suffer from depression. I have the mindset that they’re just creating problems for themselves…till I heard their feelings deeply hidden inside them...

I wonder how much it hurts our love ones when we leave without a message. And those who committed suicide after a relationship…. in my opinion, it take much more courage to fall in love…compared to committing suicide. Many are saying this, ending our life is not a solution to solving problems, but I thought in the other way, is not ending our lives a solution?

Afterall, I believe that one should take responsibilities for our own life and think of our love ones, be it friends or family members. Our lives often touches a lot more people than what we expected…