Suddenly felt he grew up.

I had a long conversation with him and he was honest with me. I use to have negative views on him but no more now. He was very honest and frank with me; he was worried, very worried. But if he appears to be gloomy, wouldn’t it cause those who are worried about him to be even more troubled, was his reply. People always grew up when they encounter different things and his reason for acting as if he’s fine was simple, he didn’t want others to worry. I always believe this, the stronger a person appears to be, the weaker he/she is... in term of his inner self.

Somehow, I felt like crying after the conversation, I wished to help him but there’s nothing I could do. I’m very worried about him and he openly told me how he felt and thought which shocked me, we never had serious conversations like this one, I guess he needs someone to speak to and everyone needs someone to speak to when necessary.

He was not on the positive side and we’ll just have to get realistic. He doesn't have good records with the police so will he be fine? *Crossing fingers* Frankly, I doubt so. Poor him. Let’s hope everything will turn out fine.

Nitenite.