Wherever you are...

...I hope you are happy.

...why must such unfortunate incidents happen? No one will ever know.

I feel so depress right now. I received a call from my aunt in Malaysia who sounded very serious and wanted to speak to my mum. I passed the phone over and from the seriousness in her trembling voice, I knew something happened. Thereafter, got to know the fact that my cousin was killed in a motor accident, he died on the spot. I didn't know how to react, I only felt sadness within me. I controlled myself well until I stepped out of the house to feed my strays, tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Lots of things are running through my mind, imagine how his family are grieving over his death, how a family had lost a sensible young man, a elder brother of others, a filial son of his parents. On the last visit in March, I saw him, saw the sensiblilty and understanding in him, saw the way he speaks up for my younger cousin who is never understand by his parents. From the way he speaks, you will know he is a very mature guy who wants to help, who wants to does his part to help his family.

I just miss him so much...wherever he is now, I wish that he will be in a place where he will be happy...