The past one week sucks!

I don’t know what happen to me in the past few days. I feel really stress and tired, don’t wish to do anything, just wanting to lie down and rot and sleep the day away. A lot are running through my mind when I’m in school or at home and I can only empty my mind when I’m out with my friends, sleeping in class or revising my work..

At a point of time, I thought I can distract myself from those thoughts easily, by keeping myself occupied – yes I did. But every time after everything I’ve done, be it sleeping or forcing myself to go to sleep, going out or whatever, those thoughts return without fail. Yea..guess I need to keep myself fucking busy!

A lot of times I feel like letting someone, be it anyone know about every single thing that took place, to let him/her know about how I feel about everything, hoping I won’t feel so terrible. But seems like I’ve lost trust in everyone. I don’t want people to worry or treat me differently; I want to be my old self, the me that don’t’ behave like this.

Anyway, these are in the PAST few days! I'm getting slightly better today, not a lot though but at least better. I really hope that I will feel damn lot better in the coming couple of days. I am and will be in the process of being my old self! : )

That's more or less about everything. School as usual, revision lessons almost every single day. At times, I love revision cox I find it very challenging! : P That's all, I should be going out soon.

Will keep everyone update : )